Tommy Park | Mexico
From the time when I was 11 years old all the way through 28, church for me was every Sunday. We come and read the bible which made no sense what so ever, to me it was just a book with writings in it that my father made me read and study I had no interested in it. At that time I didn't know why he made us study that book. They'll be times when he asked me did you read the bible I'd lie to him and say yes, I did this many times, I can't even count how many times I lied to my father Park, Kwang-Chul cause salvation was the best thing that ever happen to him, so I lied to keep him happy and not let him down, but by lying. I let him down even more cause he saw it in me that I lied. Come summer it was summer conference, and come winter it was winter conference. So church was ok but conference was fun, cause you get to meet people all around the world, I say people and not brothers and sisters cause I wasn't born again. One time I remember after conference my father asked me are you saved? I answered yes, but guess what, he knew I wasn't saved cause had no authentic testimony, the bible still made no sense, I still lied to him, I had no happiness in my heart. People change after salvation. It was like this for many many years. When I wasn't in church or conference I was out with friends, I say friends cause that's who they were when I was living in the world. When we went out we partied, drank till we puked, met girls, etc. Every time I went out I said to myself I better not do this or that meaning sin, but you know what? I didn't know what sin was, so it was ok to sin cause I went to church and read the bible and went to conferences, that was my way of life but I didn't know the dangers had I died I would have gone to hell.So my father Park, Kwang-Chul sent me to Korea in 1999 thinking that I would change my life but I didn't, it became worse, how worse? You ask well I stopped going
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