Bryan Kim | Thailand   For the last 2 years that I have been in Thailand, I have had many questions and thoughts in my head. Honestly I was clueless and lost. All I knew was that I was absolutely sure about my salvation, and I had this testimony of God’s true love that I wanted others to know. In the beginning I was excited, because I was able to help in the work of spreading the Gospel, and to me this was the most important thing. However, I felt like I started getting more and more responsibilities, and I started to become nervous and scared. I was never a type of person to lead, but people kept telling me I had to do this and I had to do that. I started to feel like I had to think and do things by myself, and I felt like I was alone. The work I had was starting to feel like a heavy burden on me. All I wanted to do was help with the work of spreading the Gospel, I didn’t want to have these responsibilities. I hated going to the summer conference last year, because I was told to speak and be the representative for Thailand. The title of missionary really burdened me, because I knew I didn’t deserve to be called this. I was only representing Thailand because Mrs. Cho was not able to go. So it was very uncomfortable for me to go to the missionary meetings, and I felt like I shouldn’t be there. I felt like other people also thought that I didn’t belong in those meetings as well, and I felt very uncomfortable in front of everyone. I felt ashamed because I felt like I didn’t deserve to be in Thailand to help spread the Gospel. I know myself, and I know that

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