Jean Jacques Fanina | Madagascar
My name is Jean Jacques Fanina. Born on March 14, 1981. I am married and have a son. I am a Malagasy citizen. On December 06, 2009, I started to listen to sermons through the Bible Is True. It ran for a week. I realized at that time that Moim is really different and I acknowledged that the prayers I had made in my former church were just a routine. Formerly, I used to diligently attend morning prayer, kneeling, weeping, etc. Therefore, I felt relieved, but it was only a habit. Even though I did believe in Jesus, my conscience told me that when Jesus arrives, I shall never be saved. So I was quite afraid. I realized that I shall not be saved even though I prayed fervently and preached the word of God to my wife every day. Here at the Moim, however, I acknowledge that the Moim focuses more on eternal life and really searches and studies the word of God and its members always follow His will. Nevertheless, I could not come to be convinced by the essence of the teaching that I received, because the doctrine of the church where I used to go before was deeply rooted in my mind. So when I was told about something concerning the Bible or Pastor Kwon's sermon, I had to make an analysis, think it over and give my own point of view. Sometimes, I even criticized. Apart from that, I did not focus on Bible study at all; instead, I was busy seeking for the wealth of this world. I often checked mails and downloaded data on the Internet to spend my day of work. So, it was fair that Mister RHEE asked me to sort out my personal affairs. When I stopped working for a month, I realized that my sins and the stubbornness of my heart had been increased days and nights; yet, what my heart was seeking for was never accomplished. Often, even every hour, my conscience was persecuting me. And I thought at that time: "If ever I die suddenly, I shall not be saved obviously.' Besides, I was so tired because of my jobs and occupation that I felt exhausted when I arrived home after work. Even though Mrs. Rhee sent a few verses from the Bible, I could not even read them. I read a little but my mind could not concentrate on the verses. One night, maybe in
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